i think about love - feeling love, giving love, knowing you are loved - i wonder what it means to trust that you are loved. do you need constant affirmation? is it better to let yourself be free of it for spurts of time so you decide in your heart that people care & love you no matter what the length of time is?
am i lonely because i can't hear any buzz? are we isolated because we are unstimulated? do i worry about if i am cared for because i wasn't reminded a moment ago?
love is not an instant message. love takes more than just an immediate jolt of affirmation.
trust is the silence that you can find as a place of rest - not worry about who'll be talking to you next.
maybe its about letting love resonate & sit & soak into your blood vessels so that you stand firm in the truth that you're worthy. isnt that what we all want to know?
do you feel that way? do you doubt it?
let us sit & start feeling the worthiness ooze into our hearts. do it.